death for now, sunshine tomorrow

Sudden thoughts of death came into my mind a minute ago. I feel for my 'friend'. He really doesn't understand the mechanics of it all. He always thinks he's right and make a general fool of himself by acting real angry and know-it-all. For the past two weeks, he has been giving me and all the others, a hard time "playing" with him. I'm sure he's got loads of stuff on his mind and that he's got issues to contend with, but we, as human beings with the right to be respected, should be given the same respect we give him. He's just too much. I thought I'd never get to this realization but he's just toooooooo much! His arrogance makes me vomit.

Sigh. Five minutes ago I actually swore to have my 'friend' on the top of my Death List. Once I get to marry a Mafia Godfather, he'd be the first to be found dead. haha. Death by Death himself. Harhar!

2 minutes after~

I've Zen-ed myself now. I'm okay again. No more thoughts of death and violence. hihi And by the way, my list changes through time, you'll never know when you're going to be on top... hihi